Always tot tat life should be tis way but now I'm told another way which make me really confuse. All I wanna b is to be the most law by law person but yet situation tell me tat life is nt like tis and I need to fight for stuff tat suppose to belong to me but yet again I dunno wat to do cause kindness had ask me to go wif the 'just listen and do since I dun mind' but others just tell tat I should fight to get sth gd. 

I always tot tat not fighting and just obeying is what to do but it isn't so cause I still need to have my right but how can I fight when I'm nt like tat. I'm really confuse if I should be or not but wat can I do? Change? If change how? I dun even have the direction and guide? I'm nt brave nor smart. Really nt but I just dun wan to admin tat I'm nt tat gd as wat ppl say and think :(

How can I find the answer I wan? Nobody noes ba :(